I know I've been really putting on a brave face for...a year now actually. It hit me earlier this week, I've been in this funk for a little over a year. I'm losing time!
Bland is a decent word to use. Trapped is better. I have myself to blame for a lot of it, but I'm admitting it now and moving past it. I'm adopting an attitude of self motivation and not worrying about other people so much (as in taking care of them etc). It may sound selfish, but it's not! I'm just recollecting myself so I can move forward out of this ditch I've landed in.
"No compromise" for my path is what I'm aiming for now. I'm not stopping until I get out and make money working on film sets. Then I'll see what the next step is.
(and if working on Torchwood just happens to come first, well, hey, even better!)
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Re: I LIKE THIS.
Date: 2010-07-11 02:27 am (UTC)I know I've been really putting on a brave face for...a year now actually. It hit me earlier this week, I've been in this funk for a little over a year. I'm losing time!
Bland is a decent word to use. Trapped is better. I have myself to blame for a lot of it, but I'm admitting it now and moving past it. I'm adopting an attitude of self motivation and not worrying about other people so much (as in taking care of them etc). It may sound selfish, but it's not! I'm just recollecting myself so I can move forward out of this ditch I've landed in.
"No compromise" for my path is what I'm aiming for now. I'm not stopping until I get out and make money working on film sets. Then I'll see what the next step is.
(and if working on Torchwood just happens to come first, well, hey, even better!)